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Huh. I found out that she's been going on for months about how I'm a terrible person. Some sort of mantra to assure herself that she's not. That she was going out with someone while going out with me. I wonder if they knew.

That she was also with the same girlfriend while telling me she loved me enough to want to marry me eventually and only wanted me and Patrick. Hm. And with a girlfriend while telling everyone else she could not have one ue to an inability to cope with such a relationship. That if Patrick and I were "really two people", we ought to be dating because we are so close as siblings. This is all very interesting. I don't really care all that much.

What I care about is that apparently she kept criticizing my playing of Kaworu behind my back and praising him to my face, asking for him every night, ect. Yes, I've made certain choices with him that other players have not. But each player does that, since there is so little of us. If asked, I can back up any choice I've made for him with a tl;dr two, three pages long, at least. Therefore: why not ask?

I don't list out my whys for him because it would take about thirty pages. The only out of character things that have happened - ones that I actually had to ask [ profile] ranfromrain to give me advice on how to get out of - were caused by Amber's direct involvement. I'm slowly fixing them, now. The rest? Well. I'll write out that guide. We'll see if it's too damn long for anyone to want to read. It needs chapter markers, that says to me it is too much? But then, that may help people find what they are looking for, of course.

I'm proud of where I've taken him, and nobody will ever break those feelings for me.

Especially not her.
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