Feb. 25th, 2010

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Dude. If you think we need more in common, talk to me before acting like a bull in a china shop about it. I direct my journal towards one fandom at a time because of the way I, personally, handle my ADHD. When I first got LJ 60 posts in a day was common. Being at 4-6 is a vast improvement, and I hope to lower than to 2-4, that's where I best operate.

If I mentioned many things at once, I wouldn't be able to keep my mind straight. But that doesn't mean I'm not into a lot of things. If you're ever unsure, ask - you'll probably be surprised, and maybe have a brand new topic with me in the end.

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Off to psych and hope to god they won't refuse to treat me. Cross fingers, please.

I leave you with this, though I am sure I am missing some idents and I am making no effort to be complete with Apex Tapes when I have to go any second now.

2d idents - first one fan! second one real!

Murdock ident! official!

Russell ident! Official! Oh wait, it's on msn, not youtube!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDdZjsMH6F8 First one I ever saw! Got me into Gorillaz six years ago!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=96MPw2fr6uU one of the two best skits! Hilarious!

Oh shit, blast from my past!

First video of theirs I ever saw! They weren't getting anything to work at Animanania so they showed this instead while they techied around. Awesome.

Okay, done being dumb now :P

Wait, no, LJ pushed some down - here's more!

Random interview soundbytes!

HAHAHA with a side of MURDOC GO THE FUCK AWAY (i like the reference in the middle, try to guess which)
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It's not on yet, but anytime now!!!!!
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Just fuck it all.

Need to make for this arrangements for this when the G-Club is up, as tickets to England are so cheap this year that it's sometimes $250 American for both ways in total. Rather, not $500, but $250 to cross seas twice. Since once I get to Nanzan I will not have any time to travel and what I do use will be for places like Battleship Island, I will try to be able to do this first for leisure. We'll see what happens when the datese go up with ticket prices. One of the goals of my health clinic is to make me do things like this, I was told to relax, leisure, do new things, try to go someplace new, try to go overseas. I get the feeling they are trying to prevent an ulcer. My RN told me to wait until May 2011 to start at Nanzan, but then said this.

Maybe I'll nap. I haven't slept yet. Oh yeah, psychiatric led my questions around, they're making some new diagnosis (whatever) and saying whatever it is means I have to go to CSTS. Not that they are telling me what they think I have. I told my RN a long time ago, if it's CSTS or nothing, I will pick nothing. She said she will make sure I don't go there, but until I see it, I will continue to feel like I'm screwed over.

(Probably because I am)

I traded having a Vaio for a concert weekend, an overseas concert, two airplane trips and updating this thing. <i>And yet my sister is still paying me back at least $500 less</i> Ahaha, I'll focus on that instead. :| Or at least try.

I ought to go empty me some buckets. I also need to figure out who's worth seeing that we do not recognize. Ummm.

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so please forgive me before i'm gone tonight you take a part of my life
it's not the end of the world we're breaking the rules it's fine --/>

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Trust into thee RN, for they will always have your back. I have no idea why I worried that an RN who told me 'use the time to relax, take a class somewhere, see friends far away, travel, go overseas, see your favourite band in their native home!' would let assholes be assholes.

Things will work out. It'll be good. She said she thinks some of my depression may be biological, but that a big part of it may be circumstancial, stuck inside, SAD, etc, etc. Mixing that with ADHD and OCD, we can both see being called bipolar and not actually being as such. Hm.

....I want to hear Fast Plastic Jellyfish again. :~  OH BUT WAIT. MY TRUSTY SOURCE, MY AWESOME CAMPGROUND BUDDY, WHO SHALL PART THE PIT LIKE THE RED SEAS, has brought me this: OCD


Link because it's an official band upload so... no embedding!

<!-- when you catch a tune, and it's absolutely bangin', then you're playing it on the stage... -->

(Also, two members of the Clash are now playing in the behind of Gorillaz. Snoop Dogg too  I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD OR SOMETHING. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS i have never been as love in this band as I am right now.)
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Ah, well, I guess my plan for the day is, um, starts here... I was told nobody would be on, I think? So I guess I have to figure out.. yeah... a day for myself.

A) nap until 20 at latest.
A.5) First installment of Gorillaz 101 out.
B) Practice Noodle's accent out loud so I can write it, since canon does.
B.5) Send that list of what I have out.
C) Haircut
C.5) Hair dye shopping, no buying yet
D) Listen to both interview tapes while doing things, hehe.
E) Write
E.5) Art from all three.
F) Mix up 10-clap some. Get the etude files from Michaela. Bother people to contribute a little.
F.5) Ponder what 'the uh-oh rhthym' will be about.
G) Mod some clothes and make my hats.
H) Clean some
I) stretch-exercise
J) Invoice
K) Whatever I forgot, yeah.
L) Shower
M) Bed by 1am.


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